hm.....alhamdullillah...reslt aku sume lulus...but...rely2 dssapointg...sgt2 evn ak still ade chance tk dpt A in all sbject...why eh? dunno why lar kn...yg pntg, jao kt sdut ati aku ade rase sgt trkilan n sedih ngn diri sndrik...pe sbnrnyer yg aku hrapkn ngn reslt aku...ayat mentor aku sgt bwat aku berpikir jao..."nape beza sgt result kamu dis sem n las sem liyana?"...y? y? n y?... aku pn x de jwpn...sory dr.=(
knape jd ceni whai liyanaku syg? huuuh! jwpn ak sng je la kn...sbb aku mlas...mlas n sgtlar mlas...jgn ingt dis sem pnye sbject same cm sem lpas cik liyana oii......bley maen goyang2 kaki...x nk bace awl2 lar ngn alsan takot lupe...alih2 tyme exm x smpat bce n x pasal2 msok exam..haaaa...kn padan muke aku x dpt jwb long esay microb...setmpal sgatlar reslt yg aku dpt th ngn care ak jwb...nk gune ilmu yg blaja dlm klas mmg x leh la cz dlm klas aku pnye attntion 5 minit trawl jer...pasth ak lost smp ke canada...huh! tuh bru mcrob...yg biochem lak...ni 1 hal...gatai sgt x study gmbar2 rjah yg kompleks tuh sape suh...x pasl2 soalan tnye lain aku p jwb laen...hah! skali lg pdan muke kt aku...huh!!!!
argh.............jiwe aku x kaco pasal reslt tp jiwe aku kaco pasl dri sndrik...nk salahkn broadbnd ke sbb die ak asyk ngadp tnet 24 hours?...or nk salahkn futsal ke yg sllu wat aku pnat smp memg x hngin nk bukak bku? or nk salhkn ECM ke sbb asyk2 mngtrigger aku g sane?? huh!!! da answer is salahkn dri sndrik la sptotnyer...byk buang mase dr study...byk bergosip dr ngaji quran...byk mngumpat dr bwat repot...byk ktawe dr berdoa...=( pdan muke aku!!!!
hurm...bgosnyer kwn2 aku yg rajin n konsnsten study stp ari...napela aku bkn jnis gituh...makin byk note makin x bukak la ak note2 tuh...sedihnyer....=( pmalsanyer aku....cane la ak nk realisasikn impian ak lau ceni la pngai aku...cane la ak nk cemerlang acdmic lau ak asyik fokus sukan je sem nie...hukhuk...eager sgt maen sukan smp lupe sume bnd...hobi la knon...tp pljaran ak cmpak blakang...ape pnye student la ak nie.........=(
aku tau ujian bley dtg dlm bntok kegagalan n kjyaan..maybe sem lpas aku da diuji dlm bntok kjayaan n allah nk tgk sjaoh manekah ak tidak brsikap riak n bgge dri...n now?? hurm...ak x ley ptos ase!!! ayah ak pun ckp...kgaglan bukan utk diratapi tp utk kte mhasabah dri kte sbg sowg hmbe yg SABAR...life alwys turns up n down...bgon liyana!!!! skali doesnt means slme2nyer...u still have final exm n anther 3 yrs....=) (tbe2 rase smgat balik)...
fwens...im not da toppest anymore...syesly...dont called me such dat glran yg sgt besar yg ak mmg x lyak pon nk dpt...cz...truthly, ak mmg sgt trbeban ngn glran tuh dr las sem ag...dats y ak sllo tgor lau org pggl aku cmtuh...cz i noe who i am...im da one yg x konsisten study...i jus depends in class jer...lau phm mmg syukur alhmdllah la...if not...aku lupekn gitu jer...inikah toppest yg kowg pggl itu? i am not...syesly!!! =(
aku x ske akn comptiton among others cz i hate tnsion...aku suke nk lwan ngn dri sndrik jer cz i have my own target...our trget is dffrent, my fwens...ak x mo jelesh2 wif all of u...da one yg rajin n knsisten, dserved to get flying colors...but!!! jgnla kte braqidah byknyer usahe kte is penetu kjyaan...jus usahe n tawakl n brdoa...cz evrytg suda dittpkn n evrytg in dis entire world is ujian allah...
now.................
wanna promise to the entire world, that I wouldnt get such dssapointg reslts anymore!
=( try more harder n harder afta dis...chaiyok liyana...x mo malas2 daa..=p
p/s: smtymes kte kene rase kgagaln utk kte mghargai bernilainye sbuah kjyaan itu...=) try tk balancekn sport wif study ...sport is my life n stdy is my future... jus wanna njoy dis campus life...(T_T) xmo jd ktak bwh tmprung yg have to stdy jer 24 hours n got hghest mark but didnt njoy their life...=) but evrytg dpends on u lar kn...its jus me, LIYANA ABDUL RAHMAN....=P
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