syukur~

allop u ollz =) im keep smiling since morning cz evrytg is fine...da chicken pox...x saba nk pulg ke kuantan...lalalalala~

:: kalo dikire2 kn, arini da masok hari ke spoloh aku brade dirumah...total MC yg aku dpt+wekends = 13 days!! satu waktu yg sgt pjg aptah lg bertimbun2 lectures yg aku missed! aishhh....dugaan yg sgt besar tuk dis sem tp no worries la liyana...still blom terlmbat tuk beruseha! yeaah...=) ::

:: ni nk updates sket pe yg aku da lalui sepnjg 10 ari duk kat umah sebgai pesakit chronic chicken pox nie.. ;D actually, scre overall aku hnye diattack di badan n sedikit di muke...syukur alhmdullah...nmpk sket kn? huhuuhu...sgt pedih tuk menanggung derite sakit ni taw x...? huh..first day n first nite moment yg plg aku x dapat lupe...whole nite i cant sleep...badan aku gatal2, miang2 n rase nk buang je kulit yg ade kt seluruh badan...n for 3 days aku sndrik x sggop n x tegar nk tgok keadaan muke n badan sendri =( all petua from orang2 emas aku balun...mandi beras, lumur badan pkai daon "bamboo", minum air kelapa, bedak sejuk, pantang ayam udang telur kicap...sampaikan mak aku sendrik pn x masak makanan bertumis, bergoreng di dlm umah...kami skeluarge hanye makan sup ikan beramai2=) hoyeaaah....(even aku x suke sup sbnrnyer) ..n x mandi slme 3 hari+ mandi kerbau slme smggu juge 1 pglaman yg sgt besh...hehehe ::

:: adoo, ni da sehat tp still goyang2 kaki kt umah...bak kate ayah aku, alang2 tuh extend je la cuti smp kenduri sabtu nie..xde a byak kali kene patah balik kl-kuantn..okeh bosh....kite lupekan je la pasal chken pox aku tuh cz kalo dipikir2 kn balik, bes ade, ngeri lgla bnyak kalo teringat sume tuh balik...esp part2 muke..OMG...ak sggop habis beratos2 kat kedai pharmacy semate nk beli vitamin E sgale la bagai smate2 nk nmpak mcm normal sepeti dlu...ohh...help me...sy bukan mahu cantik..hnye normal sahaje! ;D ::

:: move to lectures la plak...memandangkan aku ni student yg sgt prihatin n dedikasi, evry sngle moment aku riso pasal lectures yg aku missed..(hnye wiso shj tp x bukak buku pon)...infact, lg lah riso, stp pg aku bangon tido, tgok2 jam da pukul 10.30...kawan2 aku sume sibuk blaja aku tido dgn enaknyer...belah ptg plak, org penat2 g lab, aku wiso lagi dats y aku tido lg smp kwn2 aku pulg dr lab...hahhahah...pelik kn care kerisauan aku? =) no matter wat by hook or by crook, aku akn try absorb, captured n catchup all da lectures yg aku missed! dis is my promise...saye akn buktikan...yeah!!! ::

:: spesel thanx to all my close frens nani, ika,biha,tikah, n huda yg byak tlg aku sepnjg aku tade nie...esp part attanchkn MC aku kt attendance...n to all rx8, thnx 4 all da supports...rely2 apprciate...to anis sheeda, xtaw la aku ade rezeki x nk join tournament futsal tuh nnti... ::

marvelous moment at the clinic:

nurse: adik da cuti sekolah bape lame?

aku : sy? owh...da MC 9 hari

nurse: sekolah asrama ke?

aku : x la..kt bndar tun hussein onn jer...=)

p/s: to anyone yg ade di key ell, jempot la dtg umah sabtu nie...ade s

edikit doa selamat n makan2 from zuhur till nite...ni bukan majlis bertunang aku apetah lg akad nikah okeh...ni spesel tuk my adiks yg akn fly ke US pose ke2 nti...lets pray 4 his safety there...ameen=)

after a weeks~

hyep u olss...its tuesdy!! almost a week lebey im here "UIA KUANTAN"..evrytg is goods, fine n interesting...da lectrers, class, sbject... heheh... im supposed to be in the clas rite now but bcoz of the "CHICKEN POX", aku akhirnyer mndpt cuti for about 9 days...lme giloos...=(

doc : sy bg awk cuti 2 mggu ok?
aku : eh, x ok th..lme sgt..cne ngn klas sy? lab? lctrer?
doc : lectrer pn x bg awk g klas kl da ceni...
aku : oh? ok=(

:: dis is my fist tyme ak dapat pnyakit brname chicken pox inie...stlah usia mnginjak 21 taon, brulah si "chicken pox" th nk mnyerang aku dgn dasatnyer...hukhuk..but, papepn, jus say syukur alhamdullh...its normal 4 all human rite?...ALLAH myb mahu mnguji ak saat nie~ "bagaimana kamu mngaku kamo beriman sdgkan kamo belom diuji dgn ujian yg berat" ::


:: the hardest part yg aku kne tmpuh mstilah part mkan ubt...haiyok...sllunyer klo dmam, aku mst dpt telan sebijik/2 for almost 6 kali trials...dasat kn? hehhee...tekak aku ni mmg anti ubat esp ubat capsule..=) n now aku kene telan antiviral drug 2 capsules 5 times daily for 10 days.. can u imagine how suffer i am??? tuh x cmpur lg ubat demam, sakit bdan n antibiotik lg...(ayah, i need air kelape 1 baldi plshh )...tp no matter wat, demi badan, muke, paruts aku sggop telan semua ubat terchenta tuh..hehehhe...n now aku da berjaye telan 2 bijik...mind setting kne btol~yana boley,yana boleh, yana bole telan! gulrppp...telan akhirnyer~ hahahaha ::

ok la, GTG...pakteh da otw...gue mahu pulg ke KL~to all rx8, kim slm same lecterers...blaja kn tuk aku skali eh...n to nani, biha, tikah, ika n huda, do not forget attachkn MC aku tuh kt attndance... tq 4 everythgs =)

NEW sem NEW hope~

the day after tmorow....bersamaan 11/7/10 sy bkal pulg ke kuantn utk mnyambung kmbali tggungjwb sbg pljar jurusan frmasi yg bes lg enak itu...huhuhuu...(ayt trpkse skema sbb bru pas tgok our horrible timetble 4 dis comin sem) =p

:: since dis is my new sem 4 dis 2nd yr, of course dlm kpale ligat memikirkn da new strtgy to score in da exm n also gain 100% knowldge from the lectures which i hve to attend everyday from 8am-5pm...hehehe..(so dat, x sia2 la den bgn pg tiap ari)...syesly, i do prefer more to stdy smart rther than stdy hard bgai nk rak tp haprak pe pon x msok...huhu...plsh GOD...help me in evry sngle things... (T_T) ::

:: after belek2 timetble yg da di download, tbe2 iman trase goyah tuk amik nuclear phrmcy dis sem hnye sbb klas tuh bkal brlgsg stp isnin dan jum ptg..huhu...otak jhat aku ni da hasut2 ckp
" kalo x amik sbject tuh mst bole blik awl stp mggu" ngeh2...adooo...atopun mgkinkah ini ptanda yg aku memg x ptot amik dat sbject since aku sndrik pon x brape intrestd dgn name nuclear itu eventhogh ia nmpk gah lg power...another reason laen yg aku rse aku x ptot nk amik risk to take dat sbject dis sem since starting dis sem we havo no more mid sem n will be chnge wif pop quizzes..OMG..i have to cope with dis new envronment first rite?... bak kate mdm halimah.."da pop quiz jus want to make sure the pharmcy studnt alwys be prepared"...so, afta dis...less shopping...less movie...less gossiping... will we? hehehhe... aku rase x de pe yg ptot brubah slgi study oweys konsisten...so, x de probs pon klo nk bersuka ria spt biase =) ::

:: lasty, notg much to share...jus pray 4 me,ok...mid sem ke, pop quiz ke,same je semua...yg usaha pasti brjaya n oweys have faith on him... xde bnd yg mudah dlm dunia ni unless dsertai dgn usha+doa+ tawakal ::

p/s:: trase nk balik umah 16 july (smggu pas bkak sem) sbb td abg posmen hantar surat dr pakcik SOGO...ade sale 4 membership card ok!!!! yeaaahhh....=)

so called- our PICNIC~

location: taman-KLCC

so called-PICNIC guys + the cuttiey cup cakes wif our names there? hahahah....today is one da best moment ble aku dpt spend da whole day wif my close frens aka x-SMAKL... act sume ni plan las minute nk gather rmai2 b4 ktowg sume blik ke uni msg2 n also smbot kpulgan one of our fren from UK... huhu...our main topic today is bout our "soul mate" aka our potential husband to be~hahahahah...notg much to say...jus njoy our picture yg able tuk dikongc ade kt atas tuh...da rest is private limited~ =) I LOVE U ALL GUYS (-_=)

p/s: spesel thnx to encik azahari 4 da great marks~oh reportku! heheheh

LOVE & FORGIVE

:: GIVE OURSELF PERMISSION TO LOVE AND FORGIVE::

~smtimes in life , when we want somthg we have to be wlling to take the initiative.smtg like "if we want more frens, we've got to be a fren or else if we want love, we've got to give love". rIte?? hehehe...so, b4 "accept him" 100% , i need to forget n forgive his past first...hahahaha...(ayat motivated diri sndrik)

~letting go of blame, hurt and anger and replacing all those negtive emotions wif an attitude of forgvness & gratitude is a powerfully healing xperice i guess.it also returns responsblty 4 my life back to me.Its no longer anyone else's fault dat i havnt accmplished my dreams or even da goals.once the blaming is stops,surely i can accept the "responsblty" to take care my ownself...insyaALLAH~

~it is not denied and it may be true that smtimes sm1else is respnsble for smtg that happened to us, BUT once we identifeied that person, what purpose does it serve to continue blaming on them rite?? jus LET GO of the blame, forgive and take back the responsblty for our life. we NEED to tell ourselve that we have the power to heal through FORGIVENESS & GRATITUDE. jus be ACCOUNTABLE~

love is patient and kind

it is not jealous or conceites or even proud

love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable

love does not keep a record of wrongs

love is not happy with evil

but is happy with the truth

love never ever gives up

love is eternal

P/S: kate2 smgat b4 pulg ke kuantn~;D