raye vs lailatul qadar...

hye u ols...tmorow my fwen n i will pulg berhari raya di kampung halaman masing2...dunno y dis year (even bru 2nd time sambot raya as pharmacy student here) didnt fell dat kinda of excited untuk balik ke rumah...its not because of da repots, works, asgments, lots of quizzes or wat...tp becoz dis sem like aku every week balik rumah...hahaha...when trying to refresh back...sangat berbeza lah dari sem lepas2...lots of matter n problem need to be settle dis sem...+ dat kind of chicken pox also attacked me dis sem...n now allah show me the hikmah for me to reject da ikod post+nuclear pharmacy...thank you allah=)

: tonite is malam ke-24 puasa....hmm...how fast da time running away and left us behind... =( untuk cakap about amal ibadat in dis rahmat's month khususnya n da others bulan amnya,aku rase sgt kecil +x layak... kenapa dalam hati ini always rasa teringin tuk jadi seorang yg terbaik tp da way i acted everyday sangat tak synchronized dengan apa yg aku impikan =( Oh allah...how bad i am as ur khalifah is dis challenging world...aku x tahu kenapa aku dalam mood tak tentu hala..sedih...n my feeling like zero...maybe tadi godek2 FB punya pasal, suddenly i found one of my senior's (2nd batch pharmacy at IIUM n im the 8th batch) page...in her photos ada gambar her late fren, sis zarina yang also one of our senior yg baru passed away bulan 4 harituh...dalam hati aku terdetik "cantiknya akak nie..." Allah cabut umor dia seawal 27 tahun..tyme kita bila pulak la kn???...insaf..takot...sedih even we r never meet each other b4...alfatihah =( :

:: occay la..need to finish da immunology reports to be submit tomorow...hope everything gonna be okay and smooth for me...study la gempak camne sekalipun...bz la petala ke berapa pun...sentiasalh jaga hubungan kita dengan allah+manusia (hablum minaallah...hablum minannas)...jom sama2 menacri bilakah itu malam LAILATUL QADAR=) ::